#426

*DING DONG*

Jaein woke up to the sound of her doorbell. She looked at the time and it wasn't even morning yet. It was 3am. She looked through the eyehole but there was nothing but darkness outside.

Jaein: Dare desu ka? (who is it?)

Jaejoong: Jaein... It's me.

Jaein's eyes opened wide with shock.

Jaein's thoughts: I thought Injoong promised to keep it a secret!!!

Jaejoong pressed the doorbell more urgently, since she didn't open the door.

Jaejoong (pounding a few times on her door): Jaein... Let me in please... I know that you're in there... please... let me in...

Jaein's thoughts: Go away... I don't want to see you... If I see you... I can't keep this up anymore...

Jaejoong (pounding a few more times on her door, but weaker than before): Jaein... please... let... me...

Jaein was trying to will Jaejoong's voice again in her head. And this time, it worked. There was no more doorbell ringing, no more pounding, and no more Jaejoong's voice. She peeped through the eyehole again. Darkness again. There was no sound outside her door.

Jaein's thoughts: Is he really gone? Gave up so easily... Quite unlike him...

Jaein plucked up her courage and opened her door slightly. A hand fell down towards the door crack. She almost screamed in shock, but she covered her mouth with both her hands, and the door came sliding open wide. And in fell an unconscious Jaejoong.

Jaein kneeled down beside Jaejoong and tried to shake him. But he didn't respond. She felt his forehead and it was burning. He was having a fever! Jaein tried to help him up with all her strength and just managed to get him to her bed, before covering him up with her quilt. She scattered hurriedly to get something to cool his temperature down. For the rest of the night, she dashed to and fro the apartment like a mad woman changing a basin of ice water which she used to dab his forehead to cool his temperature down.

Jaejoong opened his heavy lids to an unfamiliar room. He turned his head and found Jaein resting at his bedside. He reached to caress her face. Jaein stirred up her sleep when Jaejoong touched her and woke up. There was a moment of awkwardness when they caught eye contact.

Jaein: You should leave now... Injoong's alone by himself...

Jaein turned to leave. Jaejoong grabbed her hand and hugged her from the back.

Jaejoong: Kahjimal... (don't leave) Injoong needs you... I NEED YOU... Sarangheyo...

Jaein (taking a deep breath and hardening her heart): No... All you just need a suitable woman as your wife... Someone whom your parents will approve of... And Injoong will have a Mummy to take care of him... He doesn't need me... Neither do you...

Jaejoong (angrily): So you're saying that I can just go find any woman that my parents will approve of to be my wife... and Injoong's mum?!!!

Jaein (firmly): Yes.

Jaejoong: DON'T YOU CARE ABOUT US AT ALL??!!!

Jaein (hard-heartedly): I DO care... that's why I'm telling you to do what's BEST for the two of you...

Jaejoong (shattered): So you REALLY don't mind me getting another woman to be Injoong's Mummy?

Jaein (coldly): No.

Jaejoong: Fine... I'll do just that then... Since there's no more love left... I might as well be off with someone new who loves me... and can give me MORE kids...

Jaejoong stormed out of Jaein's apartment, leaving her broken-hearted and totally emotionally shattered.

Jaein's thoughts: Sayonara... my love...

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Late night next evening...

*DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG*

Jaein woke up to the doorbell ringing. She rushed to open it and this time it was a drunk Jaejoong with a pretty lady. He pushed her aside to enter her apartment with the lady in toll.

Jaein: What do you want now?

Jaejoong (leaning forward to the lady): Sex... I want sex... You don't want me... There are other women who want me more... So... I want to fuck her now...

Jaein's eyes widened in shock.

Jaein: WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS HERE? IF YOU WANT TO SATISFY YOUR LUST, GO SOMEWHERE ELSE!!! DON'T BRING THEM HOME TO POLLUTE INJOONG'S MIND, OR COME HERE AND DIRTY MY PLACE!!!

Jaein tried her best to push the lady and Jaejoong out.

Lady (horny and impatient, shoving Jaein aside roughly): HEY WOMAN!!! DON'T BE SUCH A CHEAP SLUT... HE WANTS ME NOW... NOT YOU ANYMORE... SO SHUT UP AND GET LOST!!! COS WE WANNA FUCK NOW!!!

Jaejoong (angrily): DON'T YOU DARE RAISE YOUR VOICE AT HER!!! GET OUT NOW!!!

Jaejoong shoved the lady out of the apartment, slamming the door in her face and stumbled over to Jaein.

Jaejoong: Are you okay?

Jaein: Get out... Don't touch me with your filthy hands that's been touching other sluts...

Jaejoong: *smirk* I haven't done anything with any other woman... YET... But you don't want me to look for other women... and you're not willing to do it... how am I going to satisfy my needs?

Jaein (angrily): You're supposed to make love only with the woman you love... not any woman you see on the road...

Jaejoong (firmly and trying to advance nearer to Jaein): But I only love you... and I still do...

Jaein (shoving Jaejoong away): I'm not going to be in the picture anymore... so forget about me...

Jaejoong (getting up to go to the door): Then I'll have to look for other random women for sex then...

Jaein (protesting and pulling him back): ANDWAE!!! You're gonna get sick doing that... And it's a bad example for Injoong if you bring them back home...

Jaejoong (matter-of-factly): That's why I brought her here...

Jaein (protesting): ANDWAE!!!

Jaejoong (challenging Jaein): Then what do you suggest that I do then? I am a man... I have NEEDS you know...

Jaein: I...

*Flashback*

After giving birth to Injoong...

Doctor: Ms Jun... There were some complications during your delivery... You've lost a lot of blood, due to the difficult delivery, and your womb has some considerable damage... You might have some problems getting pregnant in future... Artificial insemination might be helpful... But there's no guarantee that the foetus will be able to latch on properly to your womb...

Jaein: I understand...

*End of flashback*

Jaein's thoughts: Anyway I can't get pregnant anymore after giving birth to Injoong... There's no harm letting Jaejoong have sex with me before he finds a new love right? I'll just be his sex partner... Nothing more...

Jaein (awkwardly): You... You can come to me... if you need to release yourself... Before you find a wife that is...

Jaejoong (eyes widening in surprise): You want me to...

Jaein (looking away awkwardly): Yes... I'll be your sex partner before you find yourself a proper wife to take care of your needs...

Jaein's thoughts: This way at least I know you're not getting weird diseases or corrupting Injoong with your endeavours...

Jaejoong: Alright then... But I don't like to wear condoms when I have sex...

Jaein: That's okay...

Jaejoong: You're not afraid you'd get pregnant with the unprotected sex?

Jaein's thoughts: I can't get pregnant again anyway... It doesn't matter...

Jaein (lying): I'll take contraceptives...

Jaejoong: You're sure about this?

Jaein: Yes...

Jaejoong: Alright... But I want you now...

Jaein stood up and striped down, then she sat by her bed, waiting for Jaejoong. Jaejoong watched as Jaein took off her clothes, and he felt his erection growing. Her body still excited him as much as before. He pinned her on her bed and started kissing her roughly. His tongue dominating hers. His hands groping, squeezing, and massaging her bare breasts.

Jaein moaned softly as Jaejoong's touch on her skin raised goosebumps all over her body. She did miss his touch. But she was too proud to admit it. His fingers soon found their way to her pussy and he started rubbing her clit in circles. Jaein's body arched up when the familiar sensation of heaven seeped through her spine.

Jaejoong slowly kissed his way down to Jaein's pussy and began his expert oral antics that never fails to drive her insane. Jaein screamed out loud, when Jaejoong plunged his tongue into her pussy and flicked it around while pumping it in and out of her. The sensation was beyond words. She felt as if she was reaching climax even before they had had actual intercourse.

Jaejoong extracted his tongue and replaced it with his fingers, pumping rapidly in and out of Jaein. Jaein could not help but hold his hand, hoping to stop him from driving her so insane, which was not good. But it didn't work. He made her climax madly twice... Once with his tongue, and once with his fingers...

His erection was throbbing in pain, and he thrusted himself into Jaein once he retracted his fingers. He thrusted madly into Jaein, as the familiar tightness of her vaginal walls reminded him that he was her first and only man. No one had seen her naked body before, and no one had touched her before. Only him. And he wanted it to stay that way. If only his parents would let him marry her. Then it would be heaven on earth for him. He climaxed inside Jaein and made passionate love to her for another 4 more rounds before resting for an hour lying there in bed with her in his arms, and being shooed out of her house to go back to his own.

With Jaein's outright approval, Jaejoong started visiting her regularly everyday after putting Injoong to bed. He spent the night at her place making love to her till wee hours of the night. But Jaein made sure he went back home after sex every time, as she didn't want him to leave Injoong alone for too long. How Jaejoong wished that he could wake up with her by his side, just like in Singapore, but she didn't allow him to. They were just sex partners (at least to Jaein), and not lovers anymore. Everything should end after the sex is over...

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A week later...

Jaein received a call from her CEO who was managing her parents' business. Apparently there was a conglomerate that was interested in merging with her parents' business and he needed her approval on it. She flew back to Korea for the meeting.

CEO: Jaein-ah... The pros are numerous for this merger, despite us being the big brother in this deal... But there is just one con...

Jaein: What is that?

CEO: They want something more permanent than a legal document to seal the deal...

Jaein: Like?

CEO: A marriage...

Jaein: Huh?

CEO: They hope that the two companies can be closer by having a marriage to seal the merger. From what I know, they have a very promising son, whom you've met before I think... So it doesn't seem to be too bad a deal... But the thing is... Are you willing?

Jaein's thoughts: There's nothing left for me anyway... No harm doing this for my parents' hardwork... I'm an empty shell anyway... It doesn't matter if I marry or not...

Jaein: Alright... I'll do it...

CEO: Do you want to meet them before the wedding day?

Jaein: No need... Just make the arrangements and let me know what to do...

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A month later...

Jaein was returning home from work when he saw Jaejoong with a very pretty woman, along with Injoong at her apartment block. Injoong was playing with the woman and Jaejoong was smiling as they played.

She hasn't met Injoong again after that day. She was afraid that seeing him would make her feel reluctant to let him go when the day came. But no amount of emotional preparation could prepare her for the actual thing...

The pain of reality stabbed at her heart deeply...

What she wanted came true...

Jaejoong had found a new Mummy for Injoong, and a new love...

They no longer needed her anymore...

Injoong noticed Jaein and ran towards her.

Jaein (forcing a smile): Hi... Injoong... How are you?

Injoong (smiling): I'm fine... Daddy and Mummy are taking very good care of me...

Jaein's heart fell into pieces. "Mummy..." Injoong didn't even address her as his mummy anymore. But someone else... He really didn't need her anymore...

Jaein (swallowing her tears and forcing another smile): That's good to hear...

Jaejoong and the woman came towards them.

Woman: Hi... I'm Yuki... Nice to meet you...

Jaein shoke her extended hand and smiled slightly.

Jaein: Hi... I'm Jaein... Nice to meet you too...

Jaejoong: I'm here to pass you my wedding invitation... I'm getting married next month...

Jaein: Oh... Congratulations to you both... May you have a blissful marriage...

The trio exchange handshakes and there was another awkward silence.

Jaejoong: We should get going... We've got a lot of invitations to send out... Bye...

Jaein watched as the trio walked off hand in hand towards Jaejoong's car.

Jaein's thoughts: I guess it's for the best... He's found someone new... And I'm getting married soon... There'll be nothing left of us... soon...

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