Remember Jaein had an outburst where she was in Jaejoong's car, and he was driving her home?
And she was sleep-talking asking someone not to leave?
There is a reason for her display of emotions...
Remember the kingka from Jaein's university in Jaein's flashback in Chapter 10, who pretended to get close to her to make a video of himself claiming her virginity on D&D night for a bet for a car?
The reason Jaein wanted SO BADLY to escape from Jaejoong's car, was not that there was something supernatural in his car. But the fact that the song that was playing on the radio when he was driving at the moment in time, was the exact same song that was the theme song for the fateful D&D where she was duped at...
Whenever she heard the song, she'd be reminded of her painful past...
She had given her true heart out to that kingka, but in return she got a whole load of lies and deception...
He was her first crush...
So she could never forget him...
And how deeply he had hurt her...
That's why she broke down in tears when Jaejoong confronted her on the road...
And when she was drunk, she was sleep-talking about the incident...
Jaein: Please... don't... don't do this to me....
Wishing he hadn't been deceiving her all along...
Jaein (pleadingly): Kahjimal... Don't leave me... please....
Wishing he hadn't left her all alone again without a single true friend...
Jaein's thoughts: Why am I so stupid??!!! Why did I trust him (Jaejoong)... I should have known... All men are the same... STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!
Wishing she hadn't trust Jaejoong so much, to allow him to take advantage of the situation and to actually rob her of her precious virginity... She felt at that moment in time, that ALL men just wanted sex and money... Nothing more from her... She was just another trophy to conquer... Even in Jaejoong's case...
But only later did she know that Jaejoong actually did what he did, because his own affections were growing stronger and stronger for Jaein day by day... And being so intoxicated, and seeing the object of his affections lying right in front of him, begging him not to leave her, was too much of a temptation for him to resist...
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